SaltWater Country Lyrics

Cranberry Blossoms

Oh the cranberry blossoms

And my grandfather’s hands

He’d work all day then sleep real good

He was a solitary man

From the first thing in the morning

To the end of the day

You never knew what he’s thinking

I knew he loved me anyway


Summers when I was in high school

And I had to get a job

Got no love for fast food

So I was working on the bog

You get down in them ditches man

You’re bound to touch a snake

There’s me screaming like a little girl

He laughed so hard that he’d shake


In the cranberry blossoms

And my grandfather’s hands

He’d work all day then sleep real good

He was a solitary man

From the first thing in the morning

To the end of the day

You never knew what he’s thinking

I knew he loved me anyway


18 with my first broken heart

I searched all around for comfort

And I went to Jesus for a start

Grandpa caught me praying and he said

“There ain’t no time for hurt.

I got the cure for all of that

It’s just a hard day’s work

In the cranberry blossoms”


As I’ve gotten older

And the vines are still green

He’s out there on the tractor

The man never admits defeat

And we don’t call it helping

I’m just working while he rides

And listening to the stories

That he always kept inside

In the cranberry blossoms


Saltwater Country

Ain’t got a good reputation

Ain’t had one for a while

Don’t make sense to me

Everybody walks by with a smile

 

We are the salt of the earth

We are as real as the smile on your face

When you finally give up on the traffic

On the bridge to the Cape

 

Hey little sister are you coming out with me

Bank account full of nothing

And nowhere I gotta be

 A Cooler and a blanket

And a ring on my toe

Let’s hide out at Little Harbor

Ain’t Nobody gotta know

You’re with me

In saltwater country

 

We like tradition

We like everything as it once was

Sometimes we go to Walmart

And walk around just because

 

The Cracks in the sidewalk

Have been there since my mama was young

It reminds her of summer

And her dreams and the songs that she sung

 

Hey little sister are you coming out with me

Bank account full of nothing

And nowhere I gotta be

A cooler and a blanket

And a ring on my toe

Let’s hide out at Little Harbor

Ain’t Nobody gotta know

You’re with me

In saltwater country

 

The long-forgotten brother

And the rich man’s son

The girl who needed nothing

But her face in the sun

At the center of town

Our grandfather’s names are etched in stone

 

We can’t leave the town that made us

Except for maybe Geena Davis

 

We used to make nails

Now we’re the scapegoat for the drugs in the night

we’re rich in coastline

A Victorian paradise

 

If  they can’t see the beauty

Hell, that’s their burden to bear

More for you and me

Cause we ain’t going anywhere

 

Hey little sister are you coming out with me

Bank account full of nothing

And nowhere I gotta be

A cooler and a blanket

And a ring on my toe

Let’s hide out at Little Harbor

Ain’t nobody gotta know

You’re with me

In saltwater country


Just a Kid on Parkwood Drive

12 years old, with a guitar in my hand

Tiger Beat over every wall, that was my whole plan

 “Gwen Stefani’s abs, how does she get em?”

As I practice Chopin, 

dreaming ‘bout Hanson- and how I’m gonna get ‘em,

Holding out for a long haired man.

 

This is nothing like I thought it was,

Late nights, doing my make up in a parking lot

Street tough, giving me side-eye while he looks for love…

Right through me, but doesn’t everyone-

Until the lights come up…

 

I was Just a kid on Parkwood Drive, 

Singing loud, just to feel alive.

I felt like a nothing, I guess it started something-

Doesn’t everybody feel like this-

Won’t somebody please notice I exist.

 

Twenty-five, dive bar dark corner with a guitar in my hand

Living the dream, turn it up a little louder over the shouts of a drunk man

 What is success, and  how do you get it

Selling t-shirts outta my van

Dreaming bout the day when I can finally say

I made it man

 

This is nothing like I thought it was,

Late nights, doing my make up in a parking lot

Street tough, giving me side-eye while he looks for love…

Right through me, but doesn’t everyone-

Until the lights come up…

 

I was Just a kid on Parkwood Drive, 

Singing loud, just to feel alive.

I felt like a nothing, I guess it started something-

Doesn’t everybody feel like this-

Won’t somebody please notice I exist.

 

I felt like a nothing, I guess it started something-

Now I’m waiting for the plot twist

Won’t somebody please notice I exist.


One Becomes Two

Sometimes I buy coffee cause I’ve got nothing to do

Every single quiet moment reminds me of you

You got it all figured out

You’re moving out your mama’s house

And I’m still waiting

 

For the moment to move me

To get out of my own way

Everybody asks me if I’m doing ok

I say yes but honestly

There’s no place I wanna be

I’m holding on to

 

Comfort to get me to the evening time

So I can drink it down

It’s just a little glass of wine

One becomes two

So I can forget you

The World is turning slowly

all the world is moving before me

 

Remember when you told me I was innocence defined

You’d laugh at my naivete

With your sophisticated mind

I’d play along so you could be

The big man that you wanna be

I’d bite my tongue

 

It isn’t like I didn’t know you took the best of me

Your words wrapped in pretty paper snowballing so quickly

One day I’m my own woman the next day I’m beholden to you

Why was I holding on to

 

Comfort to get me to the evening time

So I can drink it down

It’s just a little glass of wine

One becomes two

So I can forget you

The World is turning slowly

all the world is moving before me

 

Drink it down slowly

Drink it down sane

Til I forget who I am again

Drink it down slowly

It’s still a choice

I forget the sound of my own voice

 

Comfort to get me to the evening time

It’s just a little glass of wine

One becomes two

So I can forget you

The World is turning slowly

all the world is moving before me


Beer in a Teacup

Everybody fits in

Everybody gets it

Everybody’s looking at me

 

I’m all kinds of awkward

Don’t know how to talk first

Hide my face in a magazine

 

Might feel like I did

When I was just a little kid

But ain’t no reason

Not to dive in

 

No fancy dresses or leather boots

Little rough around the edges in my tennis shoes

But I can dress it up and put on a show!

Just pour my beer in a teacup and let it go

 

Ladies in their lipstick

Working out at Crossfit

Girls got legs for days

 

Living for that beach life

Happy wife’s a good wife

Baywatch in the waves

 

Ain’t no toned arms here

But hold my beer

There ain’t no reason

Not to dive in

 

No fancy dresses or leather boots

Little rough around the edges in my tennis shoes

But I can dress it up and put on a show!

Just pour my beer in a teacup and let it go

 

And I let it go

Yeah I let it go

I pour my beer in a teacup and let it go

 

Here’s a little secret

I ain’t gonna keep it

There’s no such thing as cool

 

Everybody’s messed up

Might not wanna fess up

The perfect man’s a fool

 

We fight against the clock

It’s insecurities that talk

Don’t we all just

Hide our own mess

 

with fancy dresses and leather boots

Little rough around the edges in my tennis shoes

But I can dress it up and put on a show!

Pour my beer in a teacup and let it go


I Wanna Tell You Something

You and me, a cool drink

On a summer evening

Eyes across the bonfire

Wonder what you’re thinking

 

I don’t think I’ve said too much

But I can’t keep it together

When we accidentally touch

 

I can wait

But I can’t wait

Baby this is everything

Lean into me closer cause

I wanna tell you something

 

I’ve learned how to embrace

All my features

The real me’s hidden underneath

Do you wanna meet her

 

You have been my great escape

Hands under my covers

Thinking about your face

 

I can wait

But I can’t wait

Baby this is everything

Lean into me closer cause

I wanna tell you something

 

What a cruel trick my friend

I hope this ain’t how we end

Used to have my shit together

Now I doubt I’ll ever get better

 

And I can’t pretend

So here’s the text I never sent

You make every room hotter

I’m drowning, you’re the water

 

I can wait

But I can’t wait

Baby this is everything

Lean into me closer cause

I wanna tell you something

 

You and me, a cool drink

On a summer evening

You and me taking it off

Down to nothing


Heartbreak Hell

I broke up with a guy cause he spelled Saturday wrong

Had it been Wednesday maybe I could understand

But he was cut like stone

And I felt less alone

In the arms of a brick of a man

 

I’m kind of a coward so I ghosted his ass

Now I’ve heard he’s saving lives with his bare hands

There was nothing wrong with him

It was always me

 

Time’s not wasted

Though it didn’t go too well

Self-inflicted heartbreak hell

But I walked away a little closer to myself

 

I met my dirty Danny in 9th grade French

And he had this kinda bad boy thing

We’d make out in his car and he’d take it too far

But at least he liked the way I sing

 

The lines got blurred with his hand up my shirt

I didn’t give him enough so my heart got hurt

Was there something wrong with him

Or was it me

 

Time’s not wasted

Though it didn’t go too well

Self-inflicted heartbreak hell

But I walked away a little closer to myself

 

He liked history and I like history

And it should have been as simple as that

He was cute and smart, played bad guitar

And he really liked to pet my cat

 

It took a little while to find a chink in the armor

Could have overlooked his temper, could have tried a little harder

There was something wrong with him

It wasn’t me

 

Time’s not wasted

Though it didn’t go too well

Self-inflicted heartbreak hell

But I walked away a little closer to myself


You and Me Talking

Remember when we’d drive around

Cause there’s nothing to do in this Podunk town

Restaurants never open late

But Little Harbor never closed the gate

 

Kids in cars making out

Jealousy we never talked about

Our names in hearts drawn in the sand

We didn’t want too much just the whole boy band

 

What I wouldn’t give right now to meet ya

On that quiet beach on an autumn day

To feel the rocks and the shells ‘neath our feet

But we ain’t giving up, cause we’re tough

And we’re walking

Just you and me talking

 

Always trying to lose the weight

To get pretty enough for other girls to hate

Hours at the YMCA

Earning calories for our coffee date


What I wouldn’t give right now to meet ya

On that quiet beach on an autumn day

To feel the rocks and the shells ‘neath our feet

But we ain’t giving up, cause we’re tough

And we’re walking

Just you and me talking

 

Pretty girls who had it all

While we were stuck against the wall

Planning their downfall

We’ll watch their tans turn to wrinkles

We’ll be happy, they’ll be single

Life was that simple

 

Distance played a funny hand

We’ve forgotten about our old homeland

Sometimes I send a cool postcard

Is a phonecall really all that hard


What I wouldn’t give right now to meet ya

On that quiet beach on an autumn day

To feel the rocks and the shells ‘neath our feet

But we ain’t giving up, cause we’re tough

And we’re walking

Just you and me talking


Poor Man’s Daughter

I know poor like the Devil knows the fiddle

Leaves ya cold at night and hungry in the middle

It took to me like moss to stone

Poverty is in my bones

 

Fear made me do bad things

Bad things

Tryin’ to claw my way out

I know it’s just a memory

But it sends me back

To hopeless, helpless

In a hand me down dress

 

I been down to the river, down to the river

But some things don’t wash away with water

So I’ll always be a poor man’s daughter

 

I know want like a lonely tomcat

Howling in the night singing “where my girls at”

I think it’s true that he did love me

All I could see was the money


Fear made me do bad things

Bad things

Tryin’ to claw my way out

I know it’s just a memory

But it sends me back

To hopeless, helpless

In a hand me down dress

 

I been down to the river, down to the river

But some things don’t wash away with water

So I’ll always be a poor man’s daughter

 

I might be what you’d call white trash

Don’t throw anything away cause we might need that

White bread Sunday, White bread Monday

Ima be a big wheel someday


Fear made me do bad things

Bad things

Tryin’ to claw my way out

I know it’s just a memory

But it sends me back

To hopeless, helpless

In a hand me down dress

 

I been down to the river, down to the river

But some things don’t wash away with water

So I’ll always be a poor man’s daughter


Gloria

There’s a wooden carving of an old fisherman

Yellow rain slicker and a smoke pipe

He’s staring off blindly toward Nauset Light

‘boys I don’t think we’re leaving the harbor tonight’

 

The sea throws up sick

White caps look like tossed ships

And they ain’t gonna get no reprieve

Gloria, Gloria, say her name, Gloria

Gloria she don’t want me to leave

 

I came back home for the last time I thought

Just to grab my old cat and some things

Then that sickly sweet voice started calling my name

Boys you ain’t ever heard this girl sing

 

So roll, roll, roll up your rigging

She ain’t gonna stop

And I ain’t ever leaving

This hell hole town got my heart in it’s hands

Let her win, she’s too strong, I can’t stand

 

Red sky in the morning when I left my mooring

Calamity I should have seen

But the temptation of finally getting away

From the woman who cuckholded me

 

The sea throws up sick

White caps look like tossed ships

And they ain’t gonna get no reprieve

Gloria, Gloria, say her name, Gloria

Gloria she don’t want me to leave

 

It swirls like black ink when ya fall in the drink

There’s no fighting the girl’s current son

Just float like the martyr of all the old salts

Pray you wash up on the shore when she’s done

 

So roll, roll, roll up your rigging

She ain’t gonna stop

And I ain’t ever leaving

This hell hole town got my heart in it’s hands

Let her win, she’s too strong, I can’t stand

 

There’s a wooden carving of an old fisherman

And I think that he looks just like me

I’ve grown into the floorboards of this

Godforsaken house

It’s my ghost in the window you see

 

The sea throws up sick

White caps look like tossed ships

And they ain’t gonna get no reprieve

Gloria, Gloria, say her name, Gloria

Gloria she don’t want me to leave


Avoiding Confrontation

My life’s motto since 1992

Is “Avoid the confrontation”

Might not be the healthiest trick

That I have ever used

It’s just self preservation

 

I don’t wanna hear you tell me that I’m wrong

Maybe we’re just singing different words to the same song

If we all can’t get along

I’ll sit alone and I’ll read every book

Happy in my library nook all day

 

I got a couple friends I hardly ever see

Except for “hey how are you doing”

Presidential politics, we agree to disagree

But I don’t respect their opinion


And I don’t wanna hear ‘em tell me that I’m wrong

Maybe we’re just singing different words to the same song

If we all can’t get along

I’ll just sit alone and I’ll read every book

Happy in my library nook all day


How can we all be friends

When can’t even pretend to be civil

Id rather walk alone again

Or get a block of wood and start to whittle

Cause This living

Ain’t for chickens

 

He fell in love with alcohol and hiding it from me

I was afraid to hurt his feelings

So I stuck around a year or two and tried to set him free

It was a lonely state of being

 

He didn’t want to hear me tell him he was wrong

We were singing different words it was barely a song

Gave up on getting along

So I sit alone and I read every book

Happy in my library nook all day


Cause my life’s motto since 1992

Is “avoid the confrontation”


Only a Man

Growing up on Datewood Street

My mama always baking pies

To give us a taste of something sweet

And keep us happy

Oh how she tried

 

I wish that she had known it

In her bones

Just cause you’ve got four walls

It don’t mean that you’re home

 

You don’t have to take it

You could up and run away

Over the bridges to the Cape

Cross invisible lines that make you stay

He’s only a man

Only a man

Only a man

At the end of the day

 

From the smoky rug in the living room

Hiding behind my trains and toys

Wanted to save her from

My lone model of a man

But I was only a little boy

 

There’s no way to see

Behind a one-way glass

Black and blue, it aint the color of you

Come on and leave it in the past

 

You don’t have to take it

You could up and run away

Over the bridges to the Cape

Cross invisible lines that make you stay

He’s only a man

Only a man

Only a man

At the end of the day


Who’s Raising Who

I’m gonna be a better parent than my mom was.

Gonna win a golden medal from the PTA.

And my kid will wear his sunblock,

Double knotted sneakers won’t fall off

And he’ll always get good grades

 

I had organic fresh fruit cut in pieces,

Made smiley faces, ya know, like you do.

But the truth was hard to take,

He went on hunger strike for cake

And I learned early to let go, and bend the rules.

 

Who’s raising who?

Who’s raising who?

Real life ain’t a movie

The sky ain’t always blue.

Who’s raising who?

Who’s raising who?

 

There are days I think I’ll dress up like a lady

But I’ve settled into sweatpants aint it great

Cause you can’t climb in a sandbox in stilettos

And there’s a superhero standoff that won’t wait

 

Who’s raising who?

Who’s raising who?

Real life ain’t a movie

The sky ain’t always blue.

Who’s raising who?

Who’s raising who?

 

As it turns out you don’t need much sleep to make it

Three hours every night for six months straight

And looking in the mirror, my inheritance is clear

I’m so glad that what I see’s my mother’s face


Who’s raising who?

Who’s raising who?

Real life ain’t a movie

The sky ain’t always blue.

 

Who’s raising who?

Who’s raising who?

Real life ain’t a movie

And it seems I’ve stepped into

My mother’s shoes

Who’s raising who?


Smoke Stain

He walks by my front window every morning

Clutching his soul in a paper bag

His life passed by him quick without no warning

He tells himself it ain’t so bad

 

Quiet steps to the church basement

Wood paneling been listening

Since 1970

We go round and round and pray that we might change

While the smoke stain stays

 

For twenty dollars she’s a hand with a haircut

So she can bring her kids to the fast food line

One hand’s a cup of coffee one is searching

For a glass and a box of wine

 

Quiet steps to the church basement

Wood paneling been listening

Since 1970

We go round and round and pray that we might change

While the smoke stain stays

 

Sometimes I feel like I ain’t go no mooring

Bobbing about in the open sea

Ignore the dreams I had of a new day dawning

This town always swallows me

 

Quiet steps to the church basement

Wood paneling been listening

Since 1970

We go round and round and pray that we might change

While the smoke stain stays


On My Way Massachusetts

I’m on my way Massachusetts

I’ve still got 3,000 miles ahead

The desert’s singing sweetly but the truth is

There’s no other place I wanna rest my head

 

You caught my eye Carolina

You’re tempting me Tennessee

But when I think about skipping stones

And winding roads that lead you home

There’s one place I see

 

So I’m on my way Massachusetts

Can almost feel my feet at the water’s edge

I try to quell the homesick but it’s useless

The summer heat, the sandy feet there in my bed

 

You caught my eye Carolina

You’re tempting me Tennessee

When I think about autumn’s turn

The way the leaves there start to burn

There’s one place for me

 

You caught my eye Carolina

You’re tempting me Tennessee

When I think about what it would cost

The magic of the winters lost

There’s one place for me

 

So I’m on my way Massachusetts

My soul’s made up of your history

I know you like to claim the founding fathers

But how ‘bout mermaid tales, big ol’ whales and piracy

Cobblestones, colonial homes, land of the free

Love or hate her, she’s the state I’ll never leave